Friday, August 29, 2003
Your integrity and sense of morals are as strong as a steel wall. Your honesty and pride give you honour, and your haste to defend the honour of good people make you worthy of being called a friend. But you harbour deep feelings of unworthiness, and hide them beneath layers of outward strength and discipline. Because of this, you have a hard time allowing others to call you a friend, and find much of your discontentment turn into frustration. Try to understand that by letting others in, you eliminate much of your frustration and improve your true self-image. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
intransigent.5:56 AM
was in damn bad mood todae. dae sux mans.
started off the dae wif sum stupid workout stuff at the field.. though in actual fact the tchers were the ones hu danced.. concluded tt mrs cheong has super weird dress sense n tt she cun dance 4 nuts. her legs din move an inch but she is waving her hands lyk a gorilla. oh wells. ms choo wasn't ani better. went baq 4 lessons after tt.. oh mans.. wat a tchers' dae cans.. other klasses were lyk celebrating n singing songs to their tchers while ours was in absolute silence cos we were doing sum stupid summary time piece.. sng was in terrible mood todae.. started screaming at jas lee when she forgot to bring her consent form. watever. guess it's cos none o us gave her anithingy.. tts so sad.. we din even wish her happie tchers' dae.. cool mans.. following tt was history lesson.. while the wisdom gals did their mock paper we, purity gals, all thans to fang mi mi, were slacking in klass. went to the hall for tchers' dae celebration. the jp item was fanastic!! oh mans.. most o dem can realli dance.. exco item followed.. dey were corny i guess? went 4 the 1hr recess after tt.. was piaing mi zuo wen.. couldn't finish in the end.. had to stay baq after physics practical.
mood started to get frm bad to worse. was experiencing the 180 degee swing. sux. didn't get to go baq aitong. hais.. tts even worse.
it was u hu spolit mi dae. u jus dun understand dun u? try to show more concern for mi wun u? hate it when u cum to mi onli when u r troubled.
intransigent.5:36 AM
Monday, August 18, 2003
a luv story.
"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder."She was not beautiful.
Nothing about her was extraordinary.
Nothing about her made her stand out in a crowd.
She grew up in a family of six.
The eldest, she learnt responsibility at an early age.
As she grew stronger, and brighter,
She instilled a sort of light cheer to whomever she met.
She was not beautiful.
But she made others feel beautiful about themselves.
She meets a rebel boy who thinks he's all man.
Befriending him, she teaches him how to read,
A little boost the man needed to go to college.
They became friends fast and she fell,
Fast in love with her rugged, handsome student.
The "man" then finds himself in a dilemma
He soon found himself in love with a girl.
A girl so beautiful, she turned even the grouchiest men's head.
Her hair was a halo of light around her,
Her eyes the bluest blue of ocean.
Like an angel he tells his tutor
Like a beautiful angel.
The girl swallows a lump at her throat
She was not beautiful
She did not possess the heart of the one she loved
But she did not care.
As long as he was happy,
She would be or so she tried to.
She helped him write the most beautiful letter to his angel
All the time envisioning that it was she herself
Receiving those very letters.
And so the girl helped him choose the right words,
Buy the right gifts for his angel
His angel brought him much joy
And much pain to the girl who cried behind her smiles.
But that never stopped her from giving more
Than she will ever receive.
Then one day, all hell broke loose
The angel he loved left him for another man,
A richer, more successful man.
The boy was stunned
He was so hurt he did not speak for days
The girl went to him
He cried on her shoulder and she cried with him
He hurt and so did she.
Time went by.
And so the wounds heal.
The boy realizes something about his friend/tutor
He never realized before.
How her laughter sounded heavenly
Or how her smiles brightened up the darkest days.
Or simply how beautiful, yes beautiful she looked to him!
Beautiful.
This plain, simple girl was beautiful to him.
And he began to fall.
Fall so in love with this beautiful girl.
On one day, he picked up all his courage to see her.
He walked to her house, nervous ad fidgeting.
Running his thoughts over and over in his head.
He was going to tell her how beautiful she was to him.
He was going to tell her how wonderfully n love he was with her.
He knocked.
No one was home.
The next day he found out,
The beautiful girl he fell in love with had brain aneurysm
That put her into a coma.
The doctors were grim and the family decided to let her go.
One final time he got to see her.
He held her hand.
He stroked her hair,
And he cried for this beautiful girl.
He cried for he will never see her smile
Or hear her speak his name
He cried.
But it was too late.
The beautiful girl was buried and the heavens broke out
In a beautiful spring shower, a cry for their loss.
She was the most beautiful girl in the world.
Look around you.
Aren't there a lot of plain faces?
Take a good look
A real good look or you might miss out
On that beautiful person....
Forever.....
intransigent.5:02 AM
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint! . Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left b! rain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
intransigent.4:55 AM
Friday, August 08, 2003
nice collection o pictures yea? hehe~ oh wells.. m a happie gurl todae!! went to the beach todae wif kangx, jie, bel n jiam!! the place was real hot though.. filled wif ants too.. ended up sitting on the ground under the coconut trees since the rocks were hot n sum ppl were fishing dwn there? a pity though i guess? since i go to that particular rock every time i go to the beach? hehe~ niwae the ants were all over us n guess we were real bored? played truth or truth budden it ended up wif questions all for kangx.. hehe~ so mean o dem yea? tsk tsk. had a tok wif jiam on our way to burger king.. yup.. felt betta i guess? oh wells.. had our regular drinks which was lyk so big? off we went after tt.. hais.. -shakes head- e nite scenery is so much betta cans.. moon. stars. breeze. is sure much betta den sun. hot air. ants. oh mans! when can i go there again? as in at nite? nvm.
intransigent.7:13 AM
Monday, August 04, 2003
intransigent.1:04 AM